few words.

i said:
you used to whisper those words of yours in my ears
and hold me tight till i can't breathe.
you used to laugh and sing loud;
now i don't even catch your sound.
you used to make me coffee sometimes;
light some candles and smoke your lies.
now am just choking in my bed;
trying to rape your ol'shadow in my head.

and to the right: "Patience" by rita adaimy (espace sd).
*i wrote this paragraph a year or so ago but somehow fits again on a day like today.